お帰り(Welcome Back)

Assalamualaikum & hello , it's been quite a while since i deactivated my blog a few years ago (5 years if i'm not mistaken) but somehow i decided to return  . I think the worst decision i've ever made is to stop blogging all of sudden without telling my viewers why . 

First of all , i'm really really sorry for not telling you guys about this . I stopped blogging because of my unstable mental health . I've been suffer some several depression that not many of you guys knew about this because i don't share this kind of story with people . Luaran memang nampak normal tetapi dalaman seorang manusia siapa ja yang tahu . Bila orang tanya "Ehh Qis kau ok ke ?" aku akan cakap "Ok ja " dengan senyuman . That was back then , maybe because i was too introvert since i don't talk much with people or maybe because of people giving high expectation towards me . For example , "you should be just like your father .... , look at your friend they score good grades for their exam" and so on . Well comparing people based on what they can do better than me is not my kind .

 Alhamdulillah , now that my mental health is ok . thanks to mizzninavlog , i think it's about "Allah doesn't love me" . Sebelum ni pun ada juga baca blog , something that is quite similar to that video cuma tak ingat nama website tu . Somehow boost my confidence and forget about my past as well as become a better person in the future 😊

That's the tea for now . Till we meet again toodles 💖